Relationship & Love

God is good! All the time!
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All the time! God is good!

Indeed, God is really great to me. I have been finding love, Yes. I was in a relationship. but broken off. I used to say, I still love her.

But now, this week, My whole perspective change. I donno if i really love her or rather lust at her. what is love? I asked myself this. Chatted with serene ytd online. wasted her 15min of her time. LOL. I share with her this.

How great is God's Love? i ask myself that. The more i want to answer this question by seeking God. The more i am amazing by it. To the extend of fear.

This coming week, i want and will continue to seek His absolute truth. to understand more about Him.

Always want to be a discipler, but i know. I need and NEED to disciple my own life. In areas of studies, family, as a cell group member. Like what dwl told me, God given us Conviction and i am convicted.

I would like Cha to disciple me.

I like skating. but somehow, God convited that to give up. what for play and skate when i can do something greater for the kindom of God. Yeah. Whatever,where ever cha want to disciple me. I will go. :)

I will read my bible regularly. But even if i win the award, i will not take it. Award is not the one that motivate me. Its God!

This week,
May God presense and Love be with me whereever i go.
Removing the very pariside that is sucking my life from something better. U can pray for me in expect of lust.

Going to bathe, then read God's word Genesis 33, 34, 35 and Matther 20:17-34.