What a day!

Today started of my day bad. Man, I HATE IT WHEN MY MOTHER WAKING ME UP.
haha, reason...was she always bring everything negative and start nagging. LOL. like u are, hope less liao ah. keep nvr go school. haixz. i do care u liao.

...
...

5 sec later.

Aiyo.....(Blah Blah)

I tell u. So irritated lor. Super irritated.

Woke up, fallen into sin. pick myself up. I was on the verge of giving up everything today. Giving up bible reading plan, Giving up going school, giving up everything. But i remember God's word. From genesis, Joseph.

Like Joseph, he when he was younger at age of 17. He was very proud. His brother hates him. when Jacob sent joseph to check out his brother, his brother sold him. This is the begining of "hell".

Yes, for me, it may be hell, but he did not. not because of just God was with him, its because of his action, his way of thinking, his faith.

When he is at the king's prison, he did not give up the very hope, unlike me. not even behind bars. He did everything with his best. He dont care how small it is, he did his best. This is something that i learn.

2 days ago, when i read the bible. I felt God want me to do this in this week.
Love your God with all your heart with all your soul and with all your mind.
Love your neighbour as yourselves.

Its not easy. i trust God and change the way i think. As i type this blog, i felt God giving me a peace.

Later there will be a test, a 30% test, ENVIROMENTAL STUDIES. talking about EMS, and EIA. half of it is management(dont kinda like this part)(I salute wilson). next half is more of enviroment+calculation (love it)haha.

i knew this like 3 days ago, but i did not study. i only study just, hope my result wont flunk.

Tml will be muen song leading. Cant wait to work with him :) My media boss. My cellgroup members:)haha. GOING TO KILL HIM, HE HAVENT PASS ME THE SONGS. X.X hahaha.lol

I am going to study now, before i leave, here is something i left out during my sharing last songleading.

A pig owner buy 2 young pigs, everytimes the owner will spend time washing the pig, to make them clean. But once the pig is clean, the naughty pigs will run into the rain and go and have a mud rub(dipping themselves inside a mud). everytime the owner see that, the owner heart hurts. He will just bring the pig and wash it clean. This cycle happen time and time again until a pig finally stop and another continue. Which pig are u now? the one that is clean or dirty?

The one that is dirty means that the pig keep returning to the mud, which means our past desire.

The owner is God. He want to wash us from our past, but sometimes we are like the pig, keep wanting to return to the very past that is not good. unclean, ungodly.

Hope this very illustration touches u readers. Thanks you.

May God bless you and feel you with His very presence.

Davin
1hour left.

PS. Happy belated Birthday Weiyang