I am in a dilemma now.
just have a talk,
I find it hard. Hard not to talk to people whom i felt comfortable chatting.
Hmmm, i find it hard.
Loneliness,
how many felt this?
I always do.
I may be kidding. I may be joking. sometimes my reason is to make people happy. Laugh and be joyful even for the short moment.
Huron once said to me. "A magician is to entertain people, make people laugh and be happy. But are the magician happy?"
I am would say i am, But sometimes not.
Being alone,
in the house,
no one show direct care for you.
This is lonely.
I felt sad when i heard what we talk about.
I do understand what you meant.
And i will listen to your advice.
Barrier started to form.
To do or not to do?
God bless all nites.
I really want to sms, I treat you as my younger sister, But due to alot circumstances. I can't. I not sure who will read this. But i want to say, I know how you feel. Sometimes it can be at the edge. My prayer to you. God is your best friend. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Thanks for the chat. Hope this will not hinder my friendship with other people.
If you saw this, Shhh. Ok? Thanks my friend. God bless you.
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haha i just realised why you do not have a tagboard?! cos got this comment thingy..
anyway, dont be sad lar! why would you wanna insist on being lonely when you have many friends arnd you? and sometimes i feel like you do too - like i am forced to keep up a happy front so as not to spoil other's moods - but i find in the end, that if i dont think so much about the unhappy matters, i wldnt have to act cheerful in front of friends anymore, BECOS being with friends just cheers me up naturally (: so when you're unhappy right, dont keep to yourself okay, all the more you shld go about and chat. and i think that Clowns lead a sadder life than magicians. but that's beyond the point. hahaha. all the best! see you on saturdaaay ~~
Thanks alot sui ying.
actually i just dont feel like putting one tag box. Coz i find it useless. If i want to read what happen, i cant check back. Thats my weird reasoning. Haha.
Neh, I did not insist on being lonely. Actually in my blog, i was referring i could feel the loneliness in other people.
I know i got alot of people around me, tons of them. But i dont know if i can be that joyful one you once saw. I still will try to joke, but i wont joke that much liao. Haha.
Indeed, when hang out with other people. one will get happy, Hhaa. INDEED, INDEED. thinking about your spec. HHAA. kidding.
Yeah, Like what you say, i hate to spoil the mood. i love seeing people happy. people being joyful. people being free. its amazing to see that.
Replying you like writing a blog lor. LOL. May be i should do what the short clip in your movie say. Yeah. i read your blog. and i know how you feel to be lonely. to be outcast. I was outcast when i was in secondary school. But due to my kindness. people make friend with me. It was then i felt the closeness. I willing to do anything for that closeness. Haha. i dont share with people much. It is a long story man.
Haha, but anyway, Thanks alot man for asking about me. Thanks alot. appriciate for tagging. ^.^ studies first ok?
Then blog 2nd..LOL..3rd is to TAG ME..lol..kidding...HAHHAHAHA...
Ok..you must be sleeping like a xiao zhu liao. Nite nite.
davin 2.43am
2/7/08
hahaha your reply is really long! no wonder you said its like blogging..
ay okies i shall try to study very hard! (: and congrats for your good results! like, for ur latest post...
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