Met up with Alicia today. Had a heart to heart talk. pour out part my heart to her. Abt serving, scared to move forward. Fallen down and don't want to climb up.
SMS Alicia that God is so going to convict me to change! I want to change for God! I am going to this bright light! I tell you.. Its really uncomfortable! Seriously! But i know, in my heart that this is the correct thing to do!
There is a few hours to spare before Worship Experience. I went to mac to read my past blogs. I was seriously amazed on what i was last time and now. In the past, i was so optimistic. I believe i can do it. With God of cause! but now, i am so pessimist! I dont believe i can do it. I give up. I dont even try! I am like a fire where is almost extinguish..
God never allow this fire to die! God is always good! and God answer my prayer! God spoke to me in my blog!
1samuel 12:20-25
God told me not to fear, but to turn and serve the LORD with all my heart! Now in mac, i feel like crying. God presence is so strong... I am listening to YOU ALONE ARE GOD! and indeed, you alone are GOD! God reign in me, Reign in the earth, You reign LORD! Today, i want Your presence Lord! I want to be touch by You God! I want to start following You!! Help me Lord! Coz i know, If You are with me, Who can be against me! I need Your strength!!!
Your love make me...Speechless!!!
Davin
1samuel 12:20-25
20 Then Samuel said to the people, “Do not fear. You have done all this wickedness; yet do not turn aside from following the LORD, but serve the LORD with all your heart. 21 And do not turn aside; for then you would go after empty things which cannot profit or deliver, for they are nothing. 22 For the LORD will not forsake His people, for His great name’s sake, because it has pleased the LORD to make you His people. 23 Moreover, as for me, far be it from me that I should sin against the LORD in ceasing to pray for you; but I will teach you the good and the right way. 24 Only fear the LORD, and serve Him in truth with all your heart; for consider what great things He has done for you. 25 But if you still do wickedly, you shall be swept away, both you and your king.”
God told me not to fear, but to turn and serve the LORD with all my heart! Now in mac, i feel like crying. God presence is so strong... I am listening to YOU ALONE ARE GOD! and indeed, you alone are GOD! God reign in me, Reign in the earth, You reign LORD! Today, i want Your presence Lord! I want to be touch by You God! I want to start following You!! Help me Lord! Coz i know, If You are with me, Who can be against me! I need Your strength!!!
Your love make me...Speechless!!!
Davin
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