Its so screw up. very the screw up. My word means nothing man.
I so feel like to lead. But i dont have the abilty, or rather to say, I dont have God with me to lead. What i am doing is not where i intended to go. I am just destroying my own life if i act this way.
God, i really need you! I am stress up. I need peace. I dont want to find You only when i am pressured nor when i am down. But i want you to be with me every moment in my life. You are good, and i will never bring You down. God, i dont want to lead my own life anymore. My life is screw up! Very!
God, I donno. I have not read the bible in a long time. Not really pray earnestly. Not really being myself. God, i need you!!
Memories, i cant erazed. I wont let it be my strong hold because God had broken it for me!
God, i need u to lead me in my ministry, in my relationship, my friendship. God i need you! help me! I felt so lonely at times. wanting to share, but donno who will listen. I had forgotten you God! God forgive me!
Thank you for always loving me dispite me not doing the same! You are good! Thank you Father!
from,
Davin
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