What a night!

today was a bad night. Man, i was using my laptop to check out blogs and stuff. Then when to do my Qt. Then cause i was too tired. I fallen asleep without offing the lights and my labtop.

Dad came in about 2 plus to off the lights.
Mom came in about 4 plus to wake me up to off my computer. i was very tired. Mom nagged for like 5 min. I was so frustrate that i just pull the plug off my laptop. Then wanted to slp. Mom have a part 2 nag again. LOL. come to think about it now. Its funny actually. HAHA.

i really hate it when my mother keep taking about my past man. 2 word. HATE IT. what for looking at past? It will demoralize you only. This is what i learn. Whenever u see my sad, most likely i am thinking of my past, Why am i not like this. Why am i not like that. blah blah.

My mother also brought up a issue about church thingy. haiz. like what i learn tdy, bearing much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples. This is my stand. Unless i start doing something NOW, nothing will change.

Parents are aiming for their kid to be perfect. But sometimes we are not. What we can do is to do our very best. To bring God's glory, to have a opputunity to tell our parents that its God who change us.

I am way tired. Trying out serene's coffee tips. Drink a coffee, then have a 15min power nap. And tiredness will be removed away. :) how true is it? I donno. HAHA. i go and try out then tell u guys:)