A fruit for thoughts

Happy belated birthday Jie Min.
Kinda forget your birthday.
Haha.

A fruit for thought as i was chatting with people.
My cell group,
I feel its divided.

I feel that we could do much more together.
Dont get me wrong. No doubt, This is a good sign that our cell group are growing.

Its just that, When we have activities, the other side people are left out.
Have you been left out before?
I always do! so i understand if people are left out.

If you watch naruto, I am like naruto. People just look at me in a weird way. But i try to be accepted by people. Only some people do know how i feel.
one i had offended. and i felt i am so stupid to say that.
The pain is still in my heart, Silent but hurting.
the pain you had must be greater. Sorry for it.Sorry!

some of the reason why i hate to left out people.
I want everybody to come for the activities.
I wont select people to come for the outing. I will call everyone.
So others wont be left out when they want to come for the event.

I do left out people at times. and i appologise for that.