How demoralised can one person get

Just wondering,
how many people do look at people ability and judge them?
How many>?

Touch your heart and say...yup...
I shall be honest, i very very rare will judge people about the ability one. I do judge people,but is super rare. For those who have very good ability, i will praise them. For those who are not that good, i will encourage them to strive for the better.

I may not be good at my studies, i may not be good at anything. But one thing i can confirm. I wont leave a person there helplessly. I will help them one. If its within my capability very glad to help him/her. If i am not, i try to find other source of help to help that person. This is me.

I may be a joker, I may make a joke about my self, I may behave weirdly at times. The main purpose why did i do that is because i do not want other people to get up sad. Being sad is no good. You will only get more and more sad.

I do question on how my class mate look at me. or any one out there. It just make me sad sometimes. But i am not quite affected by it. I am trying to help other people who are sad to get out of the barrier. The self inflicted prison that that sad person create for it self.

I do every things, but none of them is my specialty. like there is a saying
Jack of all trade, master of none.
i find my self in this situation. Its kinda very sad when i heard how well people score. How people getting 4.0 for GPA. and i getting 1.063. Lets do some maths. The difference is 2.937.
ITS ALOT OF DIFFERENCE. Always trying to find people to study with me, to motivate me. But i found none. This Situation not just me alone who face it. Alot more people out there is facing it. yup.

I shall complain no more. For what ever i have done, is out of my own heart. I do things from my own heart. yup. No mater what result i might get. I will not complain. Most of the time i will just get dishearten and get over with it. Yup.

Hope you are ok wei yang,
Zhen Wei, I will keep you in my prayer man. My first small group leader. You teaches me alot of things man. Thanks.
God bless all. Sleeping now.
sign off at 2am.